My strong person: to be corrected by Di Tanno When the strongest person you know that collapses, you can not help but cry with her ... The worst feeling that a man can prove to be a victim who is not want to be called such. A person who is strong enough to not want to admit that her world has collapsed under his feet, that's my strong person. The heart in my throat, the tears do not want to go down, the brick in my stomach that weighs more each day and no digestive può far andar via, la coscienza che continua a voler sopra valicare il buon senso e la ragione,il cervello che continua ad rivedere la stessa scena migliaia e migliaia di volte tanto che la nausea assale lo stomaco, e ci sono tante sensazioni orribili che non si possono mostrare agli altri, è questo quello che prova la mia persona forte. Ma anche le persone forti hanno un limite anche se non l’ho ammettono per orgoglio o semplicemente per non essere schiacciate dal peso di non essere abbastanza forti da sopportare ogni cosa la vita ci proponga. Ma cosa significa essere forti??
L’idea di una persona forte cambia di continuo,credo che sia un argomento su cui si possa dare un parere oggettivo ma solo soggettivo . La mia persona si chiama Kate. Lei is the only person I know of that bends but does not break, getting up again despite having suffered unimaginable thing, the only one that is so strong and caring about everyone around you and move on. Ever since he was little he always stood up to his fears, the fear of heights to that of the dark as if they had been fears that children as young as five years can pass from one day to another ... as if those same fears the day after is not the case, but only now I realize that this was not a sudden change in behavior or mood, she had constructed a shell that contained all that was wrong for her in the world within themselves. Only when I saw her at a distinct vulnerable to me, since my grandfather died he could not get any lift at the beginning I thought that he had not imported because of his death on his pale skin does not shed a tear even to the funeral, but after January 31, 1993 she went 8 plan to walk from the staircase. Who would not take the elevator in this case? She, Kate, was so stubborn and proud ... I asked her when he reached the eighth floor because you're walking uphill, why did not you take the elevator with me? She told me that impassive not see how this could affect me in some way and then kept walking without looking back, leaving me to look back in vain to understand the situation. The continued to talk until he was finally admitted everything, he told me precisely, I would say that to me once and I agreed to listen well, I nodded a smile and nodded, then went on to say that she did not want to get into the elevator as every time he came close to "the kind of gear, breathing and lacked consideration because the brain does not continue to review the image of his grandfather's coffin into the elevator and not go out anymore, but burst into a sea of tears, I do not hug and sought solace, he closed the elevator of the building did not come out until after hours, he never said a word but both knew that she had overcome her fear crying for hours in the elevator but not even wanting to show me his sister. When he grew up he became a pretty normal person, he had some friends but nothing particularly special, it was the first of the class loved by all for her outstanding beauty, and also full of guys that did the court but she is not spinning either. One boy managed to enter his life and then was not what he most part, also very mysterious and rather cold with others except with Kate or so when she said every now and then tore some clues about his private life by mouth. Twenty-two years, I remember very well, was wearing a beautiful white dress made of a tight bodice and organza over also in white and high heels that made her look like a goddess, was three months pregnant ... I did not cry even remember that day was her wedding.
When Bianca gave birth to her beautiful baby girl was with her in the delivery room was amazing, I am a doctor and I had seen many women give birth, but despite her giving birth was natural, no epidural, no shouting, no screaming, just begging me White to take care of in case something did not go the right way. Well what about my sister was never the typical girl and even wanted to be anything but hidden so deep and intense that it could not display. I kept asking why I wanted to catch me by Bianca, because she had not asked her husband who was with her in the operating room next to me
After months I realized: her husband died with cancer of the skin, but it was not what killed him, supposedly committed suicide with a dose massive tumor sedatives when the first spot had appeared on his face. What few know and how you feel later, after the death of a person who is considered the only one in this wide world that you could understand the least, well I will reveal to me since I have been closely following every step of Kate after the death of husband. Every photograph of him was observed for hours, without shedding a tear as if hiding some sort of meaning that I and the rest of the world ignores, heard his voice to voice mail every time his brain was able to pay then either collapsed in a sea of \u200b\u200btears or falling asleep with my stomach in turmoil, and her lips bitten by his teeth in anger and sadness. In addition, the pillow clutched her husband's chest as he could still feel the smell but was unable to open her closet to see all those as hanging clothes, the one next to another, made them think about every morning spent with him, because her husband had a strange habit before you do anything just got up from bed was dressed. The most brutal that I think happened after his death was that Kate did not succeed for a time watching her daughter in the face because it reminded him constantly, and all his gestures. But Kate person as strong as I think, a month after he threw everything that was not essential for her to remember him, canceled the answering machine and threw the pillow of the many photos, held only a dozen and also deletes all the videos with him except that of their marriage and the birth of the child. Kate gave way to the future, I do not know if it can be considered a good thing or bad, the fact is that went on went on to head up his own way. When he was attacked in April 2010, when his bones were broken, and her bruises cover its pale skin, and the vessel continued to fill straboccò endurance, called me to the hospital, he asked me to take her to my house. The attack by a man he had brought down as a victim in person is never how to suffer for another ... Both slept in my bed and I was the only person who wanted to hug ... she had collapsed and I cried with her all night. She is still my strong person, she cried because crying is a human but has never folded and never bow to anyone or anything Kate has crushed under her feet, many injuries and too many difficulties and will overcome this with me and White as a strong person collapses when you can not help but cry with her and then go on to some, even if absurd way.